The only Break is Death itself

A sudden lost of my Dearest. A culture shock brought upon by a change in working environment. A financial wreck.

This period in my life right now Messed up.

I'm Messed Up.

It's like everything has been overwhelming and undermining this Soul.

My nerves are frayed and my heart is weakened.

Every moment right now is with a batted breath.

I find myself pacing and racing.

When will I find Peace Ville and Comfort Zone?
(There is no progression. There is no efficiency. Things I need RIGHT NOW.)

Held back and stalled... is frustrating to keep a brave front.

Who will understand?

Q

PS: I'm possibly on my spiral way down to depression or complete insanity...