
I intended to spend my countdown in
Zirca, the hippest new mega club in town which came in place of the now defunct MOS. (BTW , I did end up there for the rest of the night. And left impressed though hardly in the mood to party.)
The traffic was insane and
I ended up spending my final mins and the strike of 12 midnight-2009 in my car queuing up to get into the damn parking.
Seems like a total screw up. At that point I too felt lousy.
But still, I
made my little wishes and resolutions for the coming year, alone and in the peaceful confines of my car and away from all the hustle and bustle around me. I then realised that perhaps, it was a blessing.
I had private time to really reflect on the terrible year it was last year, most notably the passing on of my dog and of course , the pains of a relationship gone sour with no reprieve or resolution. (Still pains like hell, but thats another story said too many times) .
And I wished for things that I won't say here coz it might ended up jinxed?
But what I can say are perhaps the usual.
Things I need the most in my life.Like love, happiness and ambition.
Stains of the past, will forever haunt you. But I'm looking forward still because that's all there is and all I can hope for.
Happy 2009 everybody.
Q ... Happiness. We all deserve it.