I intended to spend my countdown in Zirca, the hippest new mega club in town which came in place of the now defunct MOS. (BTW , I did end up there for the rest of the night. And left impressed though hardly in the mood to party.)
The traffic was insane and I ended up spending my final mins and the strike of 12 midnight-2009 in my car queuing up to get into the damn parking.
Seems like a total screw up. At that point I too felt lousy.
But still, I made my little wishes and resolutions for the coming year, alone and in the peaceful confines of my car and away from all the hustle and bustle around me.
I then realised that perhaps, it was a blessing.
I had private time to really reflect on the terrible year it was last year, most notably the passing on of my dog and of course , the pains of a relationship gone sour with no reprieve or resolution. (Still pains like hell, but thats another story said too many times) .
And I wished for things that I won't say here coz it might ended up jinxed?
But what I can say are perhaps the usual. Things I need the most in my life.
Like love, happiness and ambition.
Stains of the past, will forever haunt you.
But I'm looking forward still because that's all there is and all I can hope for.
Happy 2009 everybody.
Q ... Happiness. We all deserve it.
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