Tracks on my Face

No calls. No replies.

The only time (*) called was when (*) wanted a ride in the wee early hours of morning like, 3 am , when (*) came back from overseas and wanted a lift to yet another dance club.

And (*) wanted loads of cash too, because (*) 'forgot'.

And yet I drove and I gave. And yes I feel used and stupid.

I'm writing lyrics for a new song just to exemplify my feelings right now :

'I didn't bother to blow my hair. I didn't bother to wear my contacts or appear in a beautiful dress and heels. I didn't bother to put on make up. The drive was there long but I wasn't eager to reach my destination.'

(A Recount)

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Whatta Fool

When sick and not resting but waiting for nothing.

When tight but spending and splurging too much for nothing.

When famished and not gorging but rushing and all for nothing.

FOOL.

F**king FOOL.

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